Mashed avocado, ackee & saltfish, and eggs over easy.

I really wish I could wear the matching bikini bottoms but Coney Island can’t handle all of my cakes bouncing around.

I really wish I could wear the matching bikini bottoms but Coney Island can’t handle all of my cakes bouncing around.

Made a quick brandy cream sauce with Italian blend and feta cheese.

Made a quick brandy cream sauce with Italian blend and feta cheese.

Lost Queens. A movement is brewing.

Twitter: @LostQueens
Instagram: @lost.queens

Lost Queens. A movement is brewing.

Twitter: @LostQueens
Instagram: @lost.queens

I’ve received so much love in the past couple days. Most of my ex-coworkers came together and organized a dinner from me Friday night and brunch Saturday afternoon to wish me well on my move back to NYC. No matter how stressful my job was and how much I hated living here, I can’t deny the people that I made genuine connections with. I’m always so surprised when people go out of their way to let me know that I’m appreciated and loved. My heart was so full. We laughed, cried and promised to keep in touch. Thank you.

organza.

organza.

Spring greens & spinach, veggie burger, avocado and fried eggs on whole wheat. There’s some garlic mayo and Sriracha in there too.

I swear my life doesn’t even feel like my own anymore. I’ve been stressed out for so long, which turned into anxiety. The anxiety led to panic attacks and being rushed to the emergency room. Now I’m being referred to a cardiologist because they want to see if there’s something wrong with my heart. I don’t know how to feel about all of this. I’m genuinely afraid but I have to trust in my faith that I’ll be okay.